Tuesday, 31 December 2013

We almost had it all..

The sweet moments of others, 
keep reminds me of us.
We really almost had it all..


Sunday, 29 December 2013

Bus ticket - 25 Oct 2008

Found this while doing housekeeping.
Don't know if you remember..that year, your birthday. You were in Melaka, and I decided to go celebrate with you - as a friend then?

At the end, God knows what happened.. the bus ticket was not utilize.
It is never gonna be used anymore, but the heart will always be remembered..

曾经爱过

我是有血有肉的人, 是温暖的
说忘了就真的放了, 听到的人会知道我在说谎
需要时间
我没有恨, 因为真的不是我
因为恨, 很累

我尽可能的让自己忙
忙得 我没时间去伤心

谢谢 那些一直不断提醒我
向前走的 家人 朋友

晚上睡前想你吗? 想
睡醒第一个在我脑袋里恍的是谁? 你
发生了什么有趣事, 第一个想分享的是谁? 你

但是 放过你
也 放过自己
我只能 不断的告诉自己
我曾经 爱过

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我們想抓住的東西太多,抓住了就捨不得放下。你能擁有的畢竟是有限的,你放不下這,就必定要捨棄那。放棄,並不代表你軟弱,它是一種智慧,讓你洞察人生萬相,有足夠放下的勇氣。

我們提升生命的質量,不在於你活了多久,抓住了多少,而是你把握了多少精彩瞬間,放棄了多少不屬於你的東西。


Monday, 23 December 2013

I have been a little evil-ish today..
Cheeky, you call it =p

So many items on my To-Do-list

Was feeling ill today, went sleeping instead of going out for business.
It's always great having a person texting you, knowing there is a person there while you wake up ^_^

Below is my to-do-list, that needs to be done before year end..
1. To collect items back from LeeMei
2. To visit/give a call to my vendor in Kuchai Lama
3. To register my company with SSM
4. To visit dentist
5. To clean the mess I created at home (^_^)
6. Sending a gift that has been prepared for Aunty
7. Sending the "supposingly given out already" Angels for Aili (+_+)
8. Dye my hair - new look for new year (^0^)/

Fainted.. how to finish all in time leh..?

I want go sing K!
No one go out with me, and so I sing at home.

I youtube, and started with this..

曲婉婷 - 我的歌声里

But my brother said, "Nono, you shouldn't be listening this"
And he typed this..

伤心的人别听慢歌

High 起来了! Yeah!

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一些該拿起的要拿起,一些該捨棄的要捨棄,
讓該結束的結束,該開始的才能開始



One memorable night

The moments before drunken..for the first time in life.

Some really cute colleagues.。



   







I am in love with Maxi Dress <3


Good nite love.

能睡得好,吃得饱,就是我现在最大的幸福了!

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每晚睡前,原諒所有的人和事。閉上眼睛,清理你的心,過去的就讓它過去吧。無論今天發生多麼糟糕的事,都不應該感到悲傷。一輩子不長,用心甘情願的態度,過隨遇而安的生活。 



Saturday, 21 December 2013

Merry Christmas

For the past 26 years of Christmas, I never had Christmas wishlist neither do I have a Birthday gift list. I believe that "More will come when we feel gratitude about life", hence why I never ask for things.

I have lose the belief before.
But now, I am holding onto it strongly.

Having said that, this year's Christmas I do wish to ask for a little more.
So, here it goes..

1. More laughters in the family, even during our downtimes. Being really thankful that we have been like that always. Just like this morning, all ambushed into my room and laughed at me of how I have been drunk. Thank GOD for loving me so much.

2. To help more people, so first I have got to help myself. To love myself, and not to do things that would hurt the little soul anymore. Sometimes downtimes are unavoidable, BUT I will continue to walk up :)
A friend said "Pain makes a person stronger. Congratz you are one level up now :)"
Good to have friends around for sure!

There are some items I wanted to get for myself too.. Hehe ^^

3. Panasonic NanoE Hair Dryer - EHNA30
I have never take good care of my hair, even blowing my hair is something redundant to me. 
Taking the first step treat myself better :)

4. Bungalow No. 9 Diffuser

This is the scent I am having now. Will hunt for a different ones for the new year :)

5. iPad mini












This is gonna comes in handy if I wanna show others my Swarovski Elements creations :)

Thank you for those who have walk with me along the path of hard times.
I am a strong girl, and I know I can handle it.

Merry Xmas! Ho Ho Ho!!



心情不好時,要經常問自己,你有什麼而不是沒有什麼。如果你覺得不爽,你就抬眼望窗外,世界很大,風景很美,機會很多,人生很短,不要蜷縮在一小塊陰影裡。

如果你的生活已處於低谷,那就,大膽走,因為你怎樣走都是在向上

Drunk

First time ever, I was so drunk.

I remember I cried extremely bad - non stop.
I vomited - in the office and on the way home.
I can't drive myself home.
I fell down from the chair, and still crying.
Hugged by Evelyn - the mama who keep telling me everything will be alright.

First thing I woke up.
I think of you.
Can't help it but just miss you so much.
Hence I called you.
No pick up. 
Call again and again.

I know you have had told her that you're home safe.
I know I'm no longer the person you would inform if you are out anymore.

And what I got is "You called just to ask me this?" - damn! why did I call you again?
After hung up, was thinking - you didn't even bother how have I been yesterday, why am I still calling you? I already mentioned I needed rescue. There wasn't a call or a text thereafter.

No more no more!
Searching for the Exit sign..

Friday, 20 December 2013

忘不记 Unforgettable

真的断不了乜?
别whatsapp人了
这么难做到吗?

还是很想关心你
纵使到最后
我知道 有另一个人
更能接近你

到你家里去
而你也不会去拒绝
伤害 就是这样开始的
因为 没有拒绝

每一次 text 你
到最后 都是伤害了自己
因为 我要不就是发现
她是 你最后一个msg的人
要不就发现
你俩最后 见面了

痛得不能自己


真心想你好



Cheese and Chocolate 
Always my favourite <3

跟你说了,她是那么的适合你了
是该放手了 放掉我
别再回头了

我真心真心想你好

没有想要再纠缠

我会记得 
我曾经 真的爱过

其实 我看到了 
你提起她时 眼里那闪烁
我想像着 你们之间那快乐
然后 想像着 你快乐的笑着
那就够了

别让她受伤了
让一切的痛 在我这儿停止
她曾经 那么的受伤过
不能 再伤了

我? 我总是坚强得 让人心疼
不是吗?

我都是 先想了 别人 再想自己
不是吗?

这就是我 啊…


因为这样 老天爷 会厚待我的



喝茶只需兩個動作 —— 拿起和放下。

人生亦如喝茶,雖看著繁雜,其實又何嘗不似如此簡單?
有些事何必糾結於心?有些人何必糾纏不清?

很多時候,看淡一些,看輕一些,
世事原本可以像喝茶一樣,不過拿起和放下罷了。




记得一定要幸福
这是对我的最大回报