Staying late at night

Joyce oh Joyce.. what are you doing late night not sleeping?

Ta-da!

All price tags for bracelets almost done!

ALMOST =)

*pat on back

Time to sleep.. *yawn

Narcissism

I've been real narcissistic lately..

The front

And the sexy back

It isn't difficult at all to test if a person really cares for you..

My SAFETY falls into the utmost important priority if I'm out late..

Words doesn't count, action speaks louder.

And since no one understands what this is, then it went back into my own hand..

Do not come near, I roar!

Thinking me Thinking you

Can I be the one
You think of before sleep
AND
The first one You think of even before you open your eyes in the morning?

Life is love

A friend said, read ur post and it seemed you never regretted it, telling me to wish you happy.
My first response - silently, in my heart.. human being really pick up negativity more easily than the reverse huh..?

Call me naive but I still have faith in you..
"Not to see it from the naked eyes but to feel it with the heart." is what I've always said..

So, how I've felt about it? I felt its quite a positive ones, and I'm really glad.
Here goes my reply to the friend (non-edited):

"There are always lessons learnt in any matter that has happened.. after remorse, what's important is to move on..not to get stuck at one point.
I am glad he could have seen light and hang on to positivity.. I will bless him with my wishes."

Few days back, someone was sharing about her 12 years long relationship with the husband. She said "Now we are more like family - 亲人"
Yes, when time goes by, a pair of lovers transform into family, and both needs to know how to embrace it. I've lose it once, only to know that the moment I want it back - it was already too late...

People changed, love doesn't.
If you have really love a person, you wanted the best for them - irregardless of space and time..

一直以来 对酒精 我都是个很自制的人
第一次 为了你 失去了控制
然后再一次又一次
想让自己醉在 与现实脱离的世界
然后 疯狂的哭泣
希望 能有人救我一把

我是那么的爱你
我就有那么的痛

The Cursed Love

If you are my Kili
then I am your Tauriel

I'm a mummy girl~

Went out with mom today..brought her to makan food she likes. I love hearing her laughters, it calms me down - nothing is more important than that she's happy and carefree.
Being brought up by her, we share many of the same values. Friend asked me to hate, I thought "Nah.. it doesn't work!". Mom asked me to bless.. she sees that we are not suited for each other, though I still think there's hope. She said "Maybe she's the one that is suited for him leh.."

Really, mom knows me best! ♡
Knowing the best way to get me moves on - always always be good to others =)
Never ever put on the blame when you don't even know who the person is.. *wonder wonder

It just struck me when I look at my credit card bill.. this month my cc again comes upto MYR XXXX++, mostly are presents for others. Mom's pressie also almost 500bucks liao, but am happy spending it - for the love ones. Buying things they heart~

But but.. the upcoming bill is gonna kill me!
Laptop is down, repair fee - RM 350
Servicing the car - I think bearing got problem liao. Engine needs some servicing. Gotta crack the mirror too, thank god under insurance coverage. Probably comes up to 1000bucks? I wanna repaint my car too =/
Angpow for the elderly - at least a good 1500.

Joyce Wong, you are one Wealthy Lady! Kena Toto, Lottery - gotta do LOA liao. Haha XD

Back to reality, gotta be more realistic.
Business Ong Ong! Beads of Joy, be good!

Good nite..with much love ♡♥

Another night that I'm still wide awake at odd hours. Hasn't been feeling well since back from Penang, from the initial coughing till bad cough and sore throat..

Have been going on for spontaneity since the night I got drunk.
Doing things following the flow and not the planned. Filling every possible empty slots I have. Yes, keeping myself occupied has definitely keep my mind off a little. Just that, when things fall back to normal, Memories and emotions came flooded my mind again.

Letting it run free flow is just not so 'my-style', still prefer to have it planned. At least I know things I wanna achieve gets to be done, hitting the timeline. Nevertheless the 'letting-it-run-free-flow' gives a different sort of experience.

Speaking of which experience, a friend inspired me to look at life differently, which is to 'experience life'.
All of us have different goals in life. Some may wanna live it like how everyone else does: studies, work, married, getting old, death; some may wanna look at the world rather than to settle down.

To be honest, I actually wish to have a family of my own and to have kids, like NOW. But i guess now is just not the right timing. Always have heard this "Becareful of what you wish for.." gotta make sure I don't attract it the wrong way. Anyhow, if it happens - I would probably don't mind, to have a baby now.

I'm looking at another path for now, to travel around and to look at the world with a different perspective.
Contemplating...

*Dozing off