Red alert

又犯老毛病!

Year end..

Flipping through to a new year very soon..
Sometimes there are still uncertainties but I am bless and grateful =)

Yes, there are sacrifices I have done but no regrets. Looking through notes, spending more time for knowledge, wisdom, I felt serene.

Sometimes, I am still being dumbfounded by many people, which is, actually pretty normal. Being at a higher level academically doesn't mean you being more superior than others in everywhere. It just mean you know A LITTLE BIT more than others.

Financially, hmm.. STABLE. and I found this not a good sign, as I am starting to slow down, putting in less effort into work again. Thinking back past two years, only I realized I have been working half-heartedly at the beginning years. Nothing seems impossible nowadays, as long its within the COC (Center of Control), HAHA XD
So pushing myself a little further, I am considering another house again. *crazy little bitch* I scolded myself. Will see how, with the 70% loan I can only get at current stage, and ZERO savings, I gotta save from scratch if I wanna buy that house in short time span.

The other half, a person who sometimes just don't love whole-heartedly. But I am still thankful to have him...

Christmas is around the corner, the crazy bunch of cousins are gathering. Too bad, I can't join them this time. Listening to the joyful Christmas rhythms, I....
I...
I.....


I gotta go continue study for exam!!


Signing off
Love the world.PEACE

最近 总觉得自己变了
每一次 睡前有个人可以挂着
就很幸福了

因为 这个男人 可靠 扎实

真是以行动来为我好的

感恩 谢谢 

The lil ups&downs of emotions

Yesterday, there was a post written halfway through and gone.
It was a happy day yesterday.
As long there was results, am happy.
140k AFYP through a dinner event, its quite a success.

However, today's review..or more of post-mortem...
True enough, it has not been a good session.
It was a chaos and total disaster.. the message was not delivered well.

It was a success because of the team.
Truly, from the bottom of my heart.

I have just met a manager who really takes care of details very well. End results are not all, the process does matter for a greater future success.

I guess the part where i felt sad is more of i failed to realize this bit but not because i couldn't accept it.

My action plan: to put the process flow in order -> THE PROPOSAL.
Taking care of details are very important, i truly believe.
The planning and preparation part.

Ps: Diary-writing can be quite soothing to the heart =)

什么时候可生孩子篇

又一个本可以早睡
却又不想睡的夜晚

心里真觉得缺了些东西
是家庭吧
丈夫 孩子
真特别想要个孩子

尤其认识了 阿拉蕾 这孩子
如果我孩子如她这般
要多几个 都无所谓啊

承诺

"我答应以候不管发生什么事, 我都第一个说对不起"
这样的承诺
说实话 我不会再轻易相信
可 他不是第一次说
特别的感动 因为他说的承诺
我相信

篮球 羽球 乒乓 保龄球
都了得
甭说音乐
吉他 琴
歌声嘛 只是对自己没信心
我心里可觉得很不错
已经是加分了

对我家人好

或许吧 样样都了得
所以老天爷硬要把他的口才给拿掉
让我们磨练磨练

其实他没啥不好
是那时的我 太辣了
面对着我 他只有一个《怕》字

现在才发现他的好
不会太迟吧?
最近也发现 原来他以前常说
"有些事是为了你才做"
是真的

这两年 辛苦你了
不会让你白白辛苦的

Sept long weekend 😄

Its a shopping long weekend!

TV ✔
Washing machine ✔
Air Purifier ✔
Glasses ✔
Contact lens ✔
New running shoe ✔
Hush puppies panties ✔
Organic Olive Oil Hair Shampoo ✔

Spending money always feels sooo good!

Moving onto better lifestyle...

Standing upon the road forks again..
This time its....
Seeing the World vs Property Investment

Hand itchy, wanna get my hands onto another house again. Can do, but i gotta forgo europe or australia or uk trip. Few more months before i need to make a firm decision. Well.. let it flow for now. Who knows i get to have both!

*evil laugh*

Small little appreciation cum grateful note:
God has been really really kind to me.. life has been progressing to the direction i want it to be.

At the age of 30, managed to change a new trendy, stable car, owned a house, pursuing MBA, holding manager's position, got a really great boyfriend, loving family; most importantly, knowing where am heading towards while allowing hiccups to happen.

Whats more could I ask for?!

I only wish for health and happiness to all my family and friends!

Much love and careeee~~~

疑惑

一阵喧哗后
我沉思了许久

我的确急性 也很自我
可我的内疚 却也让我怀疑起自己

我就是我吧

惹人厌
至少那是我?

少去理会 别去在乎?

暂时不理会
让答案自己浮出水面吧

Life at Thirty

I miss my friends.. all of them.

Just that, at that moment I decided t take on MBA, it has also decided that my path is gonna differ from the others. If there are those who couldn't understand, I have also learnt to let go.
It takes much more than just knowledge to complete the course.
But its worth it!
For knowing what's ahead of me, moving closer to my goal, having contingencies if it fails.

Life feels great!
Never better!
And i will make it a success!

#lovelife #mbalife #lifeat30

非君不嫁

一篇篇的为你而写
就是因为 害怕那一气之下的不告而别
任性 野蛮 自我
我承认我都有
尤其在不理智的时候
可不可以怪于 这是羊羊天性啊?

只想被哄 可我常用错了方式
你所谓的approach
我认了

其实 你除了说话不厉害之外
其他的 都很好
对我最好

奇怪的是 跟你吵架
我都会用 "一辈子" 这三个字
或许真的 虽然没把"我爱你"挂在嘴边
心里还是认定了你吧

非君不嫁~

Productive DAY

Its finally a productive day after many many unproductive days... been not doing anything for the past few days after back from Boracay.
Have not been letting myself like this for longtime.. just lazing around, without much thinking.

Today, i woke up early to go to the gym with mom.. walking around the residence is.. refreshing and comforting.
Really love the precinct am staying in...

Another accomplishments is that i have finally cleared the two old bags and the diffuser, managed to get a couple of hundred bucks in hand. Haha.. and, its time to unwrap my MK!! Two of them, cant let those pretties lay under my bed anymore.

Then get kitchen cabinet set.
Next is fridge and washing machine, dining table, air-cond and am about done.

And am putting my fingers together for the business plan that has lingered long in my mind.
I have a feeling that its gonna work this time.. for sure!
Because I have met the right people, and right timing, with right knowledge.

Joyce, gambateh oh💪

真不该留
前前后后给了几乎整百千
还是什么都没有啊

呃 还有哦
昨个儿 看到照片
当初 你的忧虑总算过去了吧

那时你说 "现在你的朋友都知道了 那我还怎么面对他们呢?"
看吧
时间能冲淡一切啦

可hor 还真对不起
每次一看到你
我就会想起 你主动要求
要让他给你过夜的词句
"我明天一早就走"
恶心

证据 还在
只是不知save到哪里去了

求天保佑啊
别让我看到你们
*恶心*

正面 vs 负面

很努力地要维持正面
可忍不住的又把心里的全说了出来
你懂我 是 只有你懂我
又把自己当中心点了

我有错 确实有错
可你又却爱抢着认错
听着你无意把我想得不好
我又不开心了
心里头不是滋味儿

我也有错
有时候太大女人了
口是心非太多了

其实 我心里最想要的
是当你身后的女人
不断的给你鼓励
让你做事越是有劲儿
对自己更有信心

我也失败了
我也要更努力才是

发誓 三个月后
不会再有这样的事儿
我要先改变自己

(其实 我真的有变过耶
只是觉得硬被人拉了下来T.T)

白羊 天蝎

很奇妙的
好久好久 没能跟人这么畅谈
我承认 自那一次的分手后
或许一次又一次的失望后
我没想再跟人亲近

她 厉害
特别的亲切 特别的能做自己
很舒服 很坦然
今天 才发现
原来 又是一只蝎子
哈哈

我心里啊
认定了这妹子
会一辈子的护着她

想着想着
想当初 若你是姐妹
抑或我是兄弟
我们的友谊 或许能长存吧

当初的我 大概真是不懂事
不知道 谈的来的并不等于可以过人世

感恩你让我学会了
找男人 一定要找个
懂得照顾自己的男人

感动篇

没有想过你会在这一天
对我说这番话
让我特别的感动

你说
宝贝 我今天驾着车的时候
想到了一些东西
这一阵子 我真的没有好好的对你
让你觉得没安全感
你因为没安全感
才会做出这么多事

大概就这样吧
原字我是肯定记不住了
只记得 你才讲第二句
我就哭的唏哩哗啦了
只因为 我真的觉得 感觉到
你懂我了

也因为恰巧今天
我也想着同样的事儿
我真觉得 自己
刁蛮 任性 霸道
谢谢你的包容与了解
因为有你 我是幸福的

你的爱 很踏实
是放心的
你的努力 我看到了
为了你 我愿意去挨着地过日子

感恩篇

我前世修了多少福
才让我遇到了今生的你

谢谢😙

*感恩*

他

从那时候的挣扎到今天的接受, 其实没想过改变可以这么大。

从不需要操心他事业因为看到了他的积级~
每个人都会有个缺点
他也有他的
或许到头来
他想过说过的
都没办法达到

但 我也慎重的想过 考虑过
我不介意
不介意平凡的过
只想开心的过

幸福的2016

2016 just seem to be so perfect and its gonna continue to be =)

很搞笑, 我feel到我在你心里面是最特别那一个。哈哈哈😄
超不能忍受的自我感觉良好~~

*大笑一番*

希望你们幸福啦!
虽然一想到她
我还是觉得恶心
对不起啦
要怪 只能怪我知道得这么多

嗯 倘若你要我说实话呢
你和她 终究还是有缘无分
还是会擦身而过

宽恕
不是为了让你好过
而是要让自己放下了