I am just Me

Thankfully I still have this space all to myself..

 

That I can be the "who I really am".
The vulnerable me.
The little me.
The hurt me.
The happy me.
The kiddo me.
The crazy me.

 

No news of you.
I wonder if its ever still inside of you?
I wonder if a person who has done wrong, would understand how hurtful it is.. or its the one who got hurt has to strive to survive?

 

As much as it hurts, I would rather miss someone than hit someone.

 

Tears still drip. Under the beautiful shell of mine.

Say something

After browsing through all the pictures..

The music and lyrics lingers in my mind..

你的一切一切
都与我无关了
我不想 知道
更不需要 知道

不必再时不时的
告诉我
你和你 的 点点滴滴

Hmm.. you finally announced it to your work mates huh..

Ready to take whatever it is already?

Brighten up the day!

And I woke up gloomy.
It is the nightmares again, that gave me chill in the heart.

Breath.. breath with smile.

Happy Valentine's Day

属于马来西亚的电影

新年的第四部电影《一路有你》

超感动，值得珍藏的一部电影
看了再看都不会腻
有着 我最爱说的ROJAK句子
带着我 回到了我最初上学的日子
诉说着 人的一生
一个马来西亚人的故事

打动着 在场每个人的心
笑声 抽泣声 不时响起
我的心 被打动了

这部戏 带给我
幸福的希望

I was being scolded for being too kind and thinking too much of a goodness for others.

Giving is a greater blessing, no?
Or you wanted to say I have been giving too much and gave away my luck too?

Gah, who cares.
As long its something out of a good heart!

Muach muach muach muach muach.

Good nite.

A poem for me

I went did some digging..

And I finally found it.

I am sorry.. I did a shout out for the unbearable pain in the heart.

I wanted to keep it, not to remind you and I anything about us.
And to let it pass.
But I can't, I really can't keep it in anymore.

I need to remind myself about your bad because the images, because the feelings about you are all the good ones.
To remind myself about the bad ones, so that I could pull myself away from wanting you so badly..
..at the times when I am really weak.
Deep down in my heart, do you know what's there?
It's "Dear is doing all this for the best of us, he always knows it best"
Truly believing it.

I am not living in the present. I am living in the past and future that has you in it.
Hence why the pain.
The dots couldn't be connected between the three dimension:
Past, Present, Future

I am better.
God always send me angels when I needed them to be around.
I am, indeed very bless.

And I wish you to be good and well too..

ALY
DarlinJ

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy birthday to a special friend, that changed my life forever..

To keep myself sane, I've got to remind myself of certain things.

That you lied.
1. On 5th Dec, you brought her out for a meal - you denied the fact, and shouted at me over the phone.
2. That night itself, you told me you sleeping soon at 11.30pm but you were on the phone with her more than 2 and a half hours; until almost 4am in the morning.

The next day I knew there was something going on but you just pretend nothing happened.
Thanks to the friend again.

Is Broga Hill fun? Guess the knee got better already..

Joyce Wong, Kevin Saw JUST doesn't love you anymore.

You wish there was a rewind button, I wish I never knew.

There is a big wound in the heart, not healed.
I would rather it to be a Scar.
At least, a Scar is just gonna be ugly but not painful.