跟他啊 又来了个小插曲
他朋友婚宴上 因为他的不懂
忽略了我 伤害了我的弱小心灵
真受委屈了
一直都是狠角色的我
气急败坏起来
冲动地 一个劲儿的
自己一个还了泊车费
就驾车离开了
还要他都没发现
当然 最后还是回去载他了
可我发飙了 伤心哭了
失控了
回到家里 谈了一会儿
他回家了
我其实内疚了
真不该这么冲动
今天认真地 道歉了
答应不会再犯
可 得来的 是他坦言说他更过分了
说是他不对了 承诺以后不会重返犯
我 眼泪直流
感动
因为 他真的有在听
爱情 应当如此
为了对方 而让自己做得更好
Never felt my life this hectic before.
Yes, am used to cramp things altogether.
I've always think that I could achieve it.
It's the same this time, just that its a little too much to the extent I felt as if couldn't bear with it..
To the extent where I woke up at 5am and couldn't fall back to sleep cuz the heart pumping too fast. Decided to wake up and shower then went to work.
I know I can, just need to be focus.
他 最近压力爆了
知道 了解
花了不少钱吧
还真没想到
他会说出
"以后 每去一个地方
我就跟你求婚一次"
从来没这么甜过
感动得落泪了
放下男人的尊严
对我坦承了最近何以压力甚大的原由
突然又爆一句
"....这一切都值得的
因为我赢了个老婆"
真受不了他!
哈哈...
似乎这几年在一起
都战战兢兢的
突然释放了般
爱 真的爱
这一路 虽走来不易
但一切都值得
记得那天 我问你
"为什么你从来不跟我要承诺?"
虽然木讷 但你的回答让我惊讶
"我为什么跟你要承诺? 我是男人, 我应该保护你; 不需要些什么承诺"
我傻了好一阵子
原来是这样
当发现我找到了个真正的男人
我更愿意地为他付出
无私地
我爱你 不需要说出口
因为每一天
我都感觉得到
你的呵护 你的在乎
还有 那实实在在的爱
感恩我现在所拥有的一切
I couldn't have asked for more...
The opportunity given..
The love and care..
Feeling grateful for what God has given..
Sometimes it really lead me thinking.. i must have done lots of good deed past life that I deserved so much this life.
I am also grateful to have a heart of giving, sharing and contributing =)
That's the best thing to do!
It makes me feel happy helping others!
Advice taken, will continue to grow myself. Be it little, I'm still contributing! =D
Yesterday, there was a post written halfway through and gone.
It was a happy day yesterday.
As long there was results, am happy.
140k AFYP through a dinner event, its quite a success.
However, today's review..or more of post-mortem...
True enough, it has not been a good session.
It was a chaos and total disaster.. the message was not delivered well.
It was a success because of the team.
Truly, from the bottom of my heart.
I have just met a manager who really takes care of details very well. End results are not all, the process does matter for a greater future success.
I guess the part where i felt sad is more of i failed to realize this bit but not because i couldn't accept it.
My action plan: to put the process flow in order -> THE PROPOSAL.
Taking care of details are very important, i truly believe.
The planning and preparation part.
Ps: Diary-writing can be quite soothing to the heart =)
"我答应以候不管发生什么事, 我都第一个说对不起"
这样的承诺
说实话 我不会再轻易相信
可 他不是第一次说
特别的感动 因为他说的承诺
我相信
篮球 羽球 乒乓 保龄球
都了得
甭说音乐
吉他 琴
歌声嘛 只是对自己没信心
我心里可觉得很不错
已经是加分了
对我家人好
或许吧 样样都了得
所以老天爷硬要把他的口才给拿掉
让我们磨练磨练
其实他没啥不好
是那时的我 太辣了
面对着我 他只有一个《怕》字
现在才发现他的好
不会太迟吧?
最近也发现 原来他以前常说
"有些事是为了你才做"
是真的
这两年 辛苦你了
不会让你白白辛苦的
Its a shopping long weekend!
TV ✔
Washing machine ✔
Air Purifier ✔
Glasses ✔
Contact lens ✔
New running shoe ✔
Hush puppies panties ✔
Organic Olive Oil Hair Shampoo ✔
Spending money always feels sooo good!
Moving onto better lifestyle...
Standing upon the road forks again..
This time its....
Seeing the World vs Property Investment
Hand itchy, wanna get my hands onto another house again. Can do, but i gotta forgo europe or australia or uk trip. Few more months before i need to make a firm decision. Well.. let it flow for now. Who knows i get to have both!
*evil laugh*
Small little appreciation cum grateful note:
God has been really really kind to me.. life has been progressing to the direction i want it to be.
At the age of 30, managed to change a new trendy, stable car, owned a house, pursuing MBA, holding manager's position, got a really great boyfriend, loving family; most importantly, knowing where am heading towards while allowing hiccups to happen.
Whats more could I ask for?!
I only wish for health and happiness to all my family and friends!
Much love and careeee~~~
I miss my friends.. all of them.
Just that, at that moment I decided t take on MBA, it has also decided that my path is gonna differ from the others. If there are those who couldn't understand, I have also learnt to let go.
It takes much more than just knowledge to complete the course.
But its worth it!
For knowing what's ahead of me, moving closer to my goal, having contingencies if it fails.
Life feels great!
Never better!
And i will make it a success!
#lovelife #mbalife #lifeat30
一篇篇的为你而写
就是因为 害怕那一气之下的不告而别
任性 野蛮 自我
我承认我都有
尤其在不理智的时候
可不可以怪于 这是羊羊天性啊?
只想被哄 可我常用错了方式
你所谓的approach
我认了
其实 你除了说话不厉害之外
其他的 都很好
对我最好
奇怪的是 跟你吵架
我都会用 "一辈子" 这三个字
或许真的 虽然没把"我爱你"挂在嘴边
心里还是认定了你吧
非君不嫁~
Its finally a productive day after many many unproductive days... been not doing anything for the past few days after back from Boracay.
Have not been letting myself like this for longtime.. just lazing around, without much thinking.
Today, i woke up early to go to the gym with mom.. walking around the residence is.. refreshing and comforting.
Really love the precinct am staying in...
Another accomplishments is that i have finally cleared the two old bags and the diffuser, managed to get a couple of hundred bucks in hand. Haha.. and, its time to unwrap my MK!! Two of them, cant let those pretties lay under my bed anymore.
Then get kitchen cabinet set.
Next is fridge and washing machine, dining table, air-cond and am about done.
And am putting my fingers together for the business plan that has lingered long in my mind.
I have a feeling that its gonna work this time.. for sure!
Because I have met the right people, and right timing, with right knowledge.
Joyce, gambateh oh💪
