更珍惜他了

跟他啊 又来了个小插曲
他朋友婚宴上 因为他的不懂
忽略了我 伤害了我的弱小心灵
真受委屈了

一直都是狠角色的我
气急败坏起来
冲动地 一个劲儿的
自己一个还了泊车费
就驾车离开了
还要他都没发现

当然 最后还是回去载他了
可我发飙了 伤心哭了
失控了

回到家里 谈了一会儿
他回家了

我其实内疚了
真不该这么冲动
今天认真地 道歉了
答应不会再犯

可 得来的 是他坦言说他更过分了
说是他不对了 承诺以后不会重返犯
我 眼泪直流
感动
因为 他真的有在听

爱情 应当如此
为了对方 而让自己做得更好

I definitely can do this

Never felt my life this hectic before.
Yes, am used to cramp things altogether.
I've always think that I could achieve it.

It's the same this time, just that its a little too much to the extent I felt as if couldn't bear with it..
To the extent where I woke up at 5am and couldn't fall back to sleep cuz the heart pumping too fast. Decided to wake up and shower then went to work.

I know I can, just need to be focus.

就这样

愿主原谅
我的不经意 伤了人
因为她不开心了 受委屈了
所以才会发泄

虽说有些人或许生性比较爱在他人背后说话 可这真是我们管不了的吧
重要是 心存正念

继续努力🌷💪

婚前症候群

的确
我们 这一辈
所有的黄家子孙

都被养成 女王 皇上 般
快被嫁出去
还真担心
会没了像女王般 的生活

为什么不是公主?
因为一直以来
都是我说了算的
怎办?

一路走来 不易但值得

他 最近压力爆了
知道 了解
花了不少钱吧

还真没想到
他会说出
"以后 每去一个地方
我就跟你求婚一次"
从来没这么甜过
感动得落泪了

放下男人的尊严
对我坦承了最近何以压力甚大的原由
突然又爆一句
"....这一切都值得的
因为我赢了个老婆"

真受不了他!
哈哈...
似乎这几年在一起
都战战兢兢的
突然释放了般

爱 真的爱
这一路 虽走来不易
但一切都值得

男人与承诺

记得那天 我问你
"为什么你从来不跟我要承诺?"
虽然木讷 但你的回答让我惊讶
"我为什么跟你要承诺? 我是男人, 我应该保护你; 不需要些什么承诺"

我傻了好一阵子
原来是这样

当发现我找到了个真正的男人
我更愿意地为他付出
无私地

我爱你 不需要说出口
因为每一天
我都感觉得到
你的呵护 你的在乎
还有 那实实在在的爱

感恩•grateful

感恩我现在所拥有的一切
I couldn't have asked for more...
The opportunity given..
The love and care..

Feeling grateful for what God has given..
Sometimes it really lead me thinking.. i must have done lots of good deed past life that I deserved so much this life.

I am also grateful to have a heart of giving, sharing and contributing =)
That's the best thing to do!
It makes me feel happy helping others!

Advice taken, will continue to grow myself. Be it little, I'm still contributing! =D

我有我的小问题
可是还是觉得很开心
幸福 因为有家人朋友在身边
幸福 因为身边那个是你

Red alert

又犯老毛病!

Year end..

Flipping through to a new year very soon..
Sometimes there are still uncertainties but I am bless and grateful =)

Yes, there are sacrifices I have done but no regrets. Looking through notes, spending more time for knowledge, wisdom, I felt serene.

Sometimes, I am still being dumbfounded by many people, which is, actually pretty normal. Being at a higher level academically doesn't mean you being more superior than others in everywhere. It just mean you know A LITTLE BIT more than others.

Financially, hmm.. STABLE. and I found this not a good sign, as I am starting to slow down, putting in less effort into work again. Thinking back past two years, only I realized I have been working half-heartedly at the beginning years. Nothing seems impossible nowadays, as long its within the COC (Center of Control), HAHA XD
So pushing myself a little further, I am considering another house again. *crazy little bitch* I scolded myself. Will see how, with the 70% loan I can only get at current stage, and ZERO savings, I gotta save from scratch if I wanna buy that house in short time span.

The other half, a person who sometimes just don't love whole-heartedly. But I am still thankful to have him...

Christmas is around the corner, the crazy bunch of cousins are gathering. Too bad, I can't join them this time. Listening to the joyful Christmas rhythms, I....
I...
I.....


I gotta go continue study for exam!!


Signing off
Love the world.PEACE