Red alert

又犯老毛病!

Year end..

Flipping through to a new year very soon..
Sometimes there are still uncertainties but I am bless and grateful =)

Yes, there are sacrifices I have done but no regrets. Looking through notes, spending more time for knowledge, wisdom, I felt serene.

Sometimes, I am still being dumbfounded by many people, which is, actually pretty normal. Being at a higher level academically doesn't mean you being more superior than others in everywhere. It just mean you know A LITTLE BIT more than others.

Financially, hmm.. STABLE. and I found this not a good sign, as I am starting to slow down, putting in less effort into work again. Thinking back past two years, only I realized I have been working half-heartedly at the beginning years. Nothing seems impossible nowadays, as long its within the COC (Center of Control), HAHA XD
So pushing myself a little further, I am considering another house again. *crazy little bitch* I scolded myself. Will see how, with the 70% loan I can only get at current stage, and ZERO savings, I gotta save from scratch if I wanna buy that house in short time span.

The other half, a person who sometimes just don't love whole-heartedly. But I am still thankful to have him...

Christmas is around the corner, the crazy bunch of cousins are gathering. Too bad, I can't join them this time. Listening to the joyful Christmas rhythms, I....
I...
I.....


I gotta go continue study for exam!!


Signing off
Love the world.PEACE

最近 总觉得自己变了
每一次 睡前有个人可以挂着
就很幸福了

因为 这个男人 可靠 扎实

真是以行动来为我好的

感恩 谢谢 

The lil ups&downs of emotions

Yesterday, there was a post written halfway through and gone.
It was a happy day yesterday.
As long there was results, am happy.
140k AFYP through a dinner event, its quite a success.

However, today's review..or more of post-mortem...
True enough, it has not been a good session.
It was a chaos and total disaster.. the message was not delivered well.

It was a success because of the team.
Truly, from the bottom of my heart.

I have just met a manager who really takes care of details very well. End results are not all, the process does matter for a greater future success.

I guess the part where i felt sad is more of i failed to realize this bit but not because i couldn't accept it.

My action plan: to put the process flow in order -> THE PROPOSAL.
Taking care of details are very important, i truly believe.
The planning and preparation part.

Ps: Diary-writing can be quite soothing to the heart =)

什么时候可生孩子篇

又一个本可以早睡
却又不想睡的夜晚

心里真觉得缺了些东西
是家庭吧
丈夫 孩子
真特别想要个孩子

尤其认识了 阿拉蕾 这孩子
如果我孩子如她这般
要多几个 都无所谓啊

承诺

"我答应以候不管发生什么事, 我都第一个说对不起"
这样的承诺
说实话 我不会再轻易相信
可 他不是第一次说
特别的感动 因为他说的承诺
我相信

篮球 羽球 乒乓 保龄球
都了得
甭说音乐
吉他 琴
歌声嘛 只是对自己没信心
我心里可觉得很不错
已经是加分了

对我家人好

或许吧 样样都了得
所以老天爷硬要把他的口才给拿掉
让我们磨练磨练

其实他没啥不好
是那时的我 太辣了
面对着我 他只有一个《怕》字

现在才发现他的好
不会太迟吧?
最近也发现 原来他以前常说
"有些事是为了你才做"
是真的

这两年 辛苦你了
不会让你白白辛苦的

Sept long weekend 😄

Its a shopping long weekend!

TV ✔
Washing machine ✔
Air Purifier ✔
Glasses ✔
Contact lens ✔
New running shoe ✔
Hush puppies panties ✔
Organic Olive Oil Hair Shampoo ✔

Spending money always feels sooo good!

Moving onto better lifestyle...

Standing upon the road forks again..
This time its....
Seeing the World vs Property Investment

Hand itchy, wanna get my hands onto another house again. Can do, but i gotta forgo europe or australia or uk trip. Few more months before i need to make a firm decision. Well.. let it flow for now. Who knows i get to have both!

*evil laugh*

Small little appreciation cum grateful note:
God has been really really kind to me.. life has been progressing to the direction i want it to be.

At the age of 30, managed to change a new trendy, stable car, owned a house, pursuing MBA, holding manager's position, got a really great boyfriend, loving family; most importantly, knowing where am heading towards while allowing hiccups to happen.

Whats more could I ask for?!

I only wish for health and happiness to all my family and friends!

Much love and careeee~~~

疑惑

一阵喧哗后
我沉思了许久

我的确急性 也很自我
可我的内疚 却也让我怀疑起自己

我就是我吧

惹人厌
至少那是我?

少去理会 别去在乎?

暂时不理会
让答案自己浮出水面吧

Life at Thirty

I miss my friends.. all of them.

Just that, at that moment I decided t take on MBA, it has also decided that my path is gonna differ from the others. If there are those who couldn't understand, I have also learnt to let go.
It takes much more than just knowledge to complete the course.
But its worth it!
For knowing what's ahead of me, moving closer to my goal, having contingencies if it fails.

Life feels great!
Never better!
And i will make it a success!

#lovelife #mbalife #lifeat30

非君不嫁

一篇篇的为你而写
就是因为 害怕那一气之下的不告而别
任性 野蛮 自我
我承认我都有
尤其在不理智的时候
可不可以怪于 这是羊羊天性啊?

只想被哄 可我常用错了方式
你所谓的approach
我认了

其实 你除了说话不厉害之外
其他的 都很好
对我最好

奇怪的是 跟你吵架
我都会用 "一辈子" 这三个字
或许真的 虽然没把"我爱你"挂在嘴边
心里还是认定了你吧

非君不嫁~