就这样

愿主原谅
我的不经意 伤了人
因为她不开心了 受委屈了
所以才会发泄

虽说有些人或许生性比较爱在他人背后说话 可这真是我们管不了的吧
重要是 心存正念

继续努力🌷💪

婚前症候群

的确
我们 这一辈
所有的黄家子孙

都被养成 女王 皇上 般
快被嫁出去
还真担心
会没了像女王般 的生活

为什么不是公主?
因为一直以来
都是我说了算的
怎办?

一路走来 不易但值得

他 最近压力爆了
知道 了解
花了不少钱吧

还真没想到
他会说出
"以后 每去一个地方
我就跟你求婚一次"
从来没这么甜过
感动得落泪了

放下男人的尊严
对我坦承了最近何以压力甚大的原由
突然又爆一句
"....这一切都值得的
因为我赢了个老婆"

真受不了他!
哈哈...
似乎这几年在一起
都战战兢兢的
突然释放了般

爱 真的爱
这一路 虽走来不易
但一切都值得

男人与承诺

记得那天 我问你
"为什么你从来不跟我要承诺?"
虽然木讷 但你的回答让我惊讶
"我为什么跟你要承诺? 我是男人, 我应该保护你; 不需要些什么承诺"

我傻了好一阵子
原来是这样

当发现我找到了个真正的男人
我更愿意地为他付出
无私地

我爱你 不需要说出口
因为每一天
我都感觉得到
你的呵护 你的在乎
还有 那实实在在的爱

感恩•grateful

感恩我现在所拥有的一切
I couldn't have asked for more...
The opportunity given..
The love and care..

Feeling grateful for what God has given..
Sometimes it really lead me thinking.. i must have done lots of good deed past life that I deserved so much this life.

I am also grateful to have a heart of giving, sharing and contributing =)
That's the best thing to do!
It makes me feel happy helping others!

Advice taken, will continue to grow myself. Be it little, I'm still contributing! =D

我有我的小问题
可是还是觉得很开心
幸福 因为有家人朋友在身边
幸福 因为身边那个是你

Red alert

又犯老毛病!

Year end..

Flipping through to a new year very soon..
Sometimes there are still uncertainties but I am bless and grateful =)

Yes, there are sacrifices I have done but no regrets. Looking through notes, spending more time for knowledge, wisdom, I felt serene.

Sometimes, I am still being dumbfounded by many people, which is, actually pretty normal. Being at a higher level academically doesn't mean you being more superior than others in everywhere. It just mean you know A LITTLE BIT more than others.

Financially, hmm.. STABLE. and I found this not a good sign, as I am starting to slow down, putting in less effort into work again. Thinking back past two years, only I realized I have been working half-heartedly at the beginning years. Nothing seems impossible nowadays, as long its within the COC (Center of Control), HAHA XD
So pushing myself a little further, I am considering another house again. *crazy little bitch* I scolded myself. Will see how, with the 70% loan I can only get at current stage, and ZERO savings, I gotta save from scratch if I wanna buy that house in short time span.

The other half, a person who sometimes just don't love whole-heartedly. But I am still thankful to have him...

Christmas is around the corner, the crazy bunch of cousins are gathering. Too bad, I can't join them this time. Listening to the joyful Christmas rhythms, I....
I...
I.....


I gotta go continue study for exam!!


Signing off
Love the world.PEACE

最近 总觉得自己变了
每一次 睡前有个人可以挂着
就很幸福了

因为 这个男人 可靠 扎实

真是以行动来为我好的

感恩 谢谢 

The lil ups&downs of emotions

Yesterday, there was a post written halfway through and gone.
It was a happy day yesterday.
As long there was results, am happy.
140k AFYP through a dinner event, its quite a success.

However, today's review..or more of post-mortem...
True enough, it has not been a good session.
It was a chaos and total disaster.. the message was not delivered well.

It was a success because of the team.
Truly, from the bottom of my heart.

I have just met a manager who really takes care of details very well. End results are not all, the process does matter for a greater future success.

I guess the part where i felt sad is more of i failed to realize this bit but not because i couldn't accept it.

My action plan: to put the process flow in order -> THE PROPOSAL.
Taking care of details are very important, i truly believe.
The planning and preparation part.

Ps: Diary-writing can be quite soothing to the heart =)